tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32649999350589992482024-03-08T07:00:03.477+02:00DAILY INTENTinsights for inspiring personal intentUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger136125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-2595729840490945062010-06-04T05:22:00.000+02:002010-06-04T05:22:32.024+02:00COMPLETIONRight now I do not feel moved to write anything about anything. I am going to honor this and for the time being allow this Daily Intent blog to be complete. Thank you for reading. I have enjoyed writing it.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-50266997918046366502010-06-02T06:26:00.004+02:002010-06-02T13:05:26.762+02:00SPACE IS GRACEWe humans have a funny relationship with space. We don't really like it. From the moment we are born we spend almost our whole experience trying to fill it up. The more we try to fill it up, the emptier we feel. The more we allow it to be, the fuller everything becomes.<br />
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As soon as we become aware of space, we fill it. We fill it with movement, thought, and emotion. As soon as we become aware of space, we add to it. We just cannot leave it alone. We do not recognize the right of space to be empty. We think our job is to change it. We fill it with the endless array of objects we manufacture, with opinions, and with feelings we assume necessary. <br />
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We react toward space as if it is broken, as if it needs to be fixed, as if its natural state is to be filled with anything except what it is.<br />
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We so misidentify with space that we believe it is 'out there'. We are immersed in space but we still think we have to build rockets to explore it. We are immersed in space but we still think we have to build microscopes and telescopes to see it properly. We attempt to dissect it into known particles so we can understand and control it. We think if we can change it we will accomplish something. We try to blow it up to make it more useful.<br />
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For some reason we do not like the feeling of space. We are like fish swimming around who'd rather be dry. We are at war with what we are in, and so we are at war with what we are.<br />
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Space cannot be defeated because it is not trying to win.<br />
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We, and everything that is and is not, swim in space. Space provides everything room to be. Space contains us just as we do it. <br />
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By allowing everything to be apart, space holds everything together in its perfect place. By allowing everything to be a part, space enables everything to be of the whole.<br />
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Space may well be called 'the final frontier', because although we can never be empty of it, we have yet to consciously let it in. When we are at peace with space, we are peaceful.<br />
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Space is graceful. Space is grace. It accomplishes everything without saying or doing anything. Not a corner or nook or cranny of all creation lies outside its embrace. Without taking credit, it holds all life. It holds life so humbly that its service is invisible.<br />
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As we consciously reenter a felt-awareness of space, and allow it to be, and love it as the cradle of everything, we relax, open, and expand. <br />
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Space is peaceful. We are full of space. Space is full of us. Space comes in peace.<br />
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Dearest beautiful, tender, loving, endless space ... thank you.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-64335230454220392992010-06-01T09:11:00.002+02:002010-06-01T09:14:19.207+02:00PEACEFUL AWARENESSPeace only surfaces as a felt-experience when we stop manipulating our experience. When all manipulation behaviors cease there is space, openness, no end being aimed for - simply awareness riding the currents we call living. But the moment one muscle, thought, or emotion is manipulated - the experience tenses and all sense of peacefulness evaporates.<br />
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Ceasing manipulation does not mean no action unfolds. Action is still flowing freely as an expression of awareness, but as a listening, watching participation. Awareness loves to move. Awareness is curious. But when we manipulate it we are ‘moving awareness’, as opposed to ‘being moved by it’. We are deliberately moving it because we cannot be with where it already is. We are trying to steer it into something else - we have assumed another destination. We are living in the land of 'elsewhere'. Then there is no rest. There is only rest here, now, in this.<br />
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Manipulation is fighting awareness. Fighting awareness is exhausting - it is same as being at war with ourselves. Fighting awareness sickens us. Awareness has its own rhythm, its own way of getting things done, and its way cannot be understood or formularized. Awareness is peaceful when watched and listened to, and when followed without manipulation. Then there is still movement, motion, stillness, and activity. But this momentum is ‘a response to the innate curious intelligence of awareness’, not ‘an attempt to use thinking to control and dictate it’.<br />
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The challenge is being able to recognize awareness apart from the babbling of the mental body. Once we recognize awareness in a way we are able to allow it to move freely, an immediate felt-experience of peacefulness returns. This is because awareness is peaceful. Even in the midst of vast activity, awareness is peaceful, present, watching, listening, participating through curiosity, devotedly following the mysterious dance we call living.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-83899377662078389542010-05-31T04:27:00.001+02:002010-05-31T11:06:02.242+02:00VISIONS ACROSS TIMEWe are fascinated by prophecy. One of the challenges about communicating visions from within one Age to another not yet come, or receiving visions from a past Age for the one we are now in, is language. If we take the language too literally we may sometimes miss the obvious. We are told somewhere for example that when we approach our point of evolution - the make or break moment for our species - that we shall see 'lights in the sky'. I wonder if this points to the possible increasing pulse of The Northern Lights from solar activity as we now head toward what is predicted to be an unprecedented solar maximum peaking in 2012. It is likely we shall see The Northern Lights stretching way beyond their normal territories, especially if we have the type of solar activity NASA has predicted. This will surely light up our skies. I wonder too about the prophecy somewhere that 'the seas will turn to blood'. I wonder about this as I look at the TV images of the color of the oil-covered ocean in The Gulf. <br />
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I wonder if I can recognize the signs within my own personal experience - and if I have the will and capacity to respond by getting my own Temple in order.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-12530855121378628952010-05-30T07:59:00.001+02:002010-05-30T08:05:54.154+02:00SEEDING CREATIONSometimes the sprouting seeds of a new creation are obscured by our still focusing on what we want - on what we thought was supposed to happen to bring us into the future we hoped was manifesting. Yet, when we stop and enter the moment, and allow what is happening right now to speak to us nakedly, without our wantings attached to it, we may feel the sprouting possibilities arising all around us. Remember that many people, events, and precious moments come to us only for a brief moment in time, to be as bridges from the tired and worn into the rediscovered and reborn. A bridge is only fully seen and appreciated when we have allowed it to carry us safely across. We become attached to the bridge because it carries us above the turbulent waters - but we must let go of it so that we may enter the quiet and peaceful fields where the seeds of a new creation sprout. These new seeds await our gentle tending. We are their bridges.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-57907458866681822912010-05-11T10:19:00.000+02:002010-05-11T10:19:40.540+02:00PLYING OPENSometimes an experience confronts us which appears as a 'T' junction - as a point seemingly requiring decision between 'this or that'. Sometimes it is impossible to choose, because either choice appears to have fallout. One feels 'torn'. <br />
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In moments like these there is a beauty in sitting within the energetic experience of seemingly 'being pulled apart' - of seemingly 'being pulled in two opposite directions'.<br />
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Often we discover that it is more a case that we 'think we have to make a choice', than that a choice is actually required in the moment. We may discover that our feeling the need to make an immediate choice is simply a disguised means to bring an immediate end the uncomfortable sensation of being plied open.<br />
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There is an alchemical beauty in remaining in the midst of this seeming inner turmoil without actually 'making a choice' - especially when an immediate choice is not really required. Instead of using 'a decision' as a means to alleviate inner discomfort, we instead sit in the midst of the experience and allow the uncomfortable felt-texture time to digest.<br />
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Digestion of the felt-experience brings nutrition that energizes clear insight. Only then is any action we take or choice we make a response, as opposed to a reaction.<br />
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When we allow this felt-discomfort to digest, we discover that the T-junction actually becomes a profound crossroad.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-67748325459263234222010-05-10T11:31:00.001+02:002010-05-10T11:31:34.190+02:00SEEDING SUCCESSIt’s funny how we have mirrors in the bathroom - a place where we cleanse. Mostly we use a mirror to engage with the physical surface of our human experience.<br />
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It was a great day when I realized that a mirror has many applications - other than checking the condition of the face. One of my insights about this came about through a realization that there are many aspects to the expression of my experience in this world. I discuss this as 'the C.A.S.T.' in Being Our Companion - which is available as a Free Download on The Presence Portal.<br />
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As well as realizing that there are many facets to my capacity to express an experience in this world - I also realized that when I am about to initiate something important in my life, I often tell everyone about it - except me. I call upon the support of the world but I forget to ask the many aspects of my expression to support a cohesive, unified intent.<br />
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What I also realized, through hindsight, is that often I experience self-sabotage within my experience because the different aspects of my expression appear to have conflicting intent. I was pleasantly surprised to discover how simple it is to combine my inner resources into one cohesive flow is.<br />
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For example, I am now currently preparing for a trip. This requires jumping on and off planes, moving through all sorts of infrastructure, meeting a whole range of new people, sharing personal insight, etc. Of course I discuss this upcoming journey with others - which is part of this experience - but now I also make sure I go to the mirror and say something like:<br />
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"Hey everybody - we are off on a journey together. I would love for you all to come along and participate in this experience. I know you all have something to add to and receive from it. My overall intent in entering this experience is ... I am inviting you to support this so we all have a wonderful time. Thank you. Onward!"<br />
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I was initially surprised when I first applied this how individuals, events, and circumstances unfolded in a miraculous way to support and not sabotage. It awakens tangible synchronicity. I now realize that when I only rely on what I perceive upon the surface of things for assistance, that I am unnecessarily limiting possibility.<br />
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I now know that talking to my posse in the mirror about what I am currently up to is a vital step to seeding success for any intent - and I am grateful for this awareness.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-41173360485693629422010-05-09T10:18:00.004+02:002010-05-09T10:42:31.140+02:00FIERCE GRACEYesterday I received a visit from Oom [Uncle] Johannes, a Medicine Man whose calling is the use of wild herbs, and his apprentice, Antoinette Pienaar. In time I will share more about my encounters with these two wonderful human beings.<br />
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While we sat in the garden drinking tea, Oom Johannes was admiring the manner of the cats as they prowled about the cactus. Then he told us a story about something that happened when he used to be a farm laborer. He speaks only in Afrikaans - so this is a translation:<br />
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"One day the boss called me and said I must grab a sack from the shed. I took it to him and he filled it with the kittens from a litter this beautiful cat had had a few weeks back. I watched him as he then threw the sack into the water tank. He then turned to me and said that when they stop struggling I must bury them. I told him 'No'. I told him what he had done was a terrible thing, and that <em>he</em> must complete the task. He became angry. I told him that what was really terrible was that he did not even know he has just attacked his own Soul. He got angry with me because I would not obey him. But I didn't care, I was not going to join him in his madness. I then told him his behavior was a prayer to God for help. I said that in a short time from now God was going to help him because he was hurting himself and he didn't even know it."<br />
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Oom Johannes said a couple of months passed and one day he walked passed the porch and saw the farmer crumpled in a chair like a broken pile of sticks, sobbing like an abandoned child.<br />
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"I asked him what was wrong. He looked up at me with great pain in his eyes. 'Both my sons have just been killed in a car accident...' he sobbed. Well, I looked at him straight in his eyes and said: 'God has answered your prayer Mister.' He looked at me in shock and asked how I could say such a thing? I told him that he now felt exactly what the mother cat felt - and that his sons had received the same experience he had forced upon the kittens. I told him this was God's way of helping him to feel. I told him what makes us foolish is not a lack of brains, it being unable to feel what it is we are doing. I told him God is going to help us all feel so we can stop behaving like fools."Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-55276310847436865942010-05-08T07:54:00.001+02:002010-05-08T07:57:52.417+02:00POWERFUL CLEANSINGThere was a time in my life when I assumed I had to take drastic measures to initiate a powerful cleansing within my experience - like fasting for days - or installing some rigorous practice in my daily experience, or something like this. I assumed I had to add something to my experience to cleanse something from it.<br />
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This was until life put me through experiences in which routines I followed daily were suddenly removed and I was faced with points of emptiness that had otherwise been filled with supposedly necessary 'spiritual activity'. I then went through a period in my life when I examined the routines that made up my day and asked myself: "Are these indeed 'route ins' - or are they carefully placed, disguised escape hatches used to hide any empty space in my day?"<br />
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This was when I discovered that even the seemingly most noble activities, like meditation, following 'a correct diet', and reading some inspiring literature each day, could be used as escape routes from the moment. I realized how I can use my most trusted spiritual practices and disciplines as reactivity - as a means to cover up emptiness, stillness, silence, and simply being with what is.<br />
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Then I went through a period in my life when I deliberately removed activities that I had assumed essential for my so called 'spiritual wellbeing' - just to see what happened. This was hard initially. I felt guilty. I deliberately stopped practices I had been devoted to for many years. In stopping my daily engagement with these I discovered that some of these activities also had attached emotional signatures, and their associated belief systems, that were fear-driven.<br />
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Do I become 'a bad person' if I do not meditate every day? Do I feel guilty if I do not go to my weekly yoga practice? Am I judging my spiritual status by the activities I engage in?<br />
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I have discovered that any activity in my life that I have entered that was initially born out of a reaction to inner suffering must be examined in this way. Initially, they enable me to become more aware and find a sense of balance, but if I begin to rely upon them - instead of my inner resources - like a child's security blanket - as the means by which I keep feeling okay - they can also become an anchor holding me fast in an energetic cul-de-sac.<br />
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There is a point in our journey when responding as consciously to the felt-resonances of the moment we are in becomes powerful enough. Then we engage in our practices from this point - as opposed to scheduling them religiously throughout our day or week regardless of what is unfolding.<br />
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Examining the intent of our daily routines - by sometimes removing them from our experience for a period - and then experiencing 'how we feel about this' when we do - often opens the door to powerful emotional cleansing.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-87101322546786893002010-05-07T09:44:00.000+02:002010-05-07T09:44:11.086+02:00ANCIENT HEAVENIn February this year I had an experience which once again illustrated the limitations of functioning primarily from the head - or from the mental body, as I like to call it. I was going about my day doing my thing when suddenly the entire resonance of my experience shifted. Here in Aberdeen it was extremely hot, dry, and dusty. Yet my senses appeared to tune into a completely different environment. I felt like I was in a sub-tropical, temperate, moistened, lush, green, fertile atmosphere - the kind of place one would associate with a paradise island getaway. Not only did I experience this as a distinct physical location, but my entire mood shifted into a feeling of complete peace, expansion, freedom and radiating joyfulness. It was such a sudden shift that I was swept away by it for a few moments - my whole being sighed, "Ahhhhh - this is it!"<br />
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Then, as swiftly as it had unfolded, it evaporated, or dissolved, or withdrew. I sat on the couch, trying to make sense of what had just happened. Was it a memory? I noticed that when I asked this question my thoughts and visualizations searched for a reference point, and eventually took me directly to a time in Mexico when I had lived as close to a paradise-type lifestyle as I have yet come. Was I remembering this? I must be, I told myself. <br />
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But as much as my mental body grasped for a past point of reference, another more subtle knowing kept affirming it was an event yet to be - but at the same time one already occurring. The more I entertained this idea, the more I felt sure this was indeed the case. Accordingly, my mental body then started figuring out what this meant. Is this some place I am supposed to move to? Am I going to leave Aberdeen and live closer to the coast? I knew that whatever this environment was that had whispered so clearly into my current experience felt completely aligned with my being that I absolutely had to go and live there.<br />
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For about three days I swam through the memory of this encounter. Its resonance stuck to me like honey on my skin. Suddenly Aberdeen felt inhospitable and intolerable. I started having conversations with myself, my mother and friends about leaving - about possibly moving nearer to the coast. I even thought about taking a map out to examine the South African coastline for possible locations. Not that I could afford to move mind you. Not that I had even contemplated the immensity of making such a sudden change in my life. <br />
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Then, early one morning while sitting quietly with one of the cats on my lap, I burst out laughing at my behavior. I realized yet again that there is nowhere to go and nothing to do but to meet the moment I am in right now and respond to it.<br />
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I then recalled a conversation I had once had with a wise old man in Mexico. In it he had said to me: "There are two earths you know Miguel, and this is what people living in this one do not know. There is the earth made by our madness, and there is an earth made by God. This earth made of our madness is dying, and in the next few years many are going to die with it, and many are going to shift their awareness into the other one. They will wake up there as if out of a sleep and this will all have been a strange dream. But we cannot shift to the other one by running away from this one. This one is the portal into that one. We enter that one by fully embracing the madness of this one. I am already happy with my madness, so I often walk in that other one," he smiled matter-o-factly. "Where do you think the ancient heaven is Miguel?" he asked. "Right here, right now, right in this. The portal opens right where we are when we are right where we are."<br />
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The mental body can only contemplate probability. It projects what is likely to happen based upon what has already happened. The heart however is able to contemplate possibility. The head tells me, when I have experiences like this, that there is something I need to do to make it happen - some other place I need to go. <br />
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My heart on the other hand assures me that any shift within my personal paradigm is determined by what I am being now - not what I am doing now. The heart tells me that the shift is not based solely upon what happened in the past - but on what unfolds right within the moment I am in now. The head wants to move the radio around the room to change channels. The heart knows that the tuner is always right here, right now.<br />
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The gift of that experience is the feeling it placed within my heart. Now I know what the ancient heaven feels like for me. Now I have a point of navigation. When I am truly immersed in the moment, truly here, this is what it feels like. Delicious.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-8105653491170669212010-05-06T08:35:00.001+02:002010-05-06T08:37:53.772+02:00LOVING LIGHTI recently recounted a story to my mother as to the likely reason I am a cat-lover. I am definitely a 'cat person' as opposed to a 'dog person'. But I am not a cat lover in that I look at pictures of cats or buy cat magazines - and I press 'delete' anytime someone emails me cute cat pictures. Let's say I appreciate <em>my</em> cats, and those that cross my path in the course of my daily life.<br />
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During school I was for the most part an introvert. This being Mr. Anonymous continued into my University career - but only lasted about three months. One day I was sitting in a lecture auditorium - which also doubled as a performance theatre for drama students - listening to a talk on Management of Human Recourses by the professor. There must have been about 200 students scattered throughout the seating, which rose up in front of the stage upon which his lecture podium was placed. <br />
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As we looked down upon the professor from our raised point of view, we noticed a black cat appear from the side of the stage curtain. It ambled casually onto the stage and sat down, looked around, and then began to clean itself as if no one else was in the room.<br />
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Naturally, the eyes of the entire class went to the cat. After a few moments it looked up, yawned, and languidly made its way to the side of the stage, down a set of stairs, sniffing at this and that, along the front of the stage, and then started casually strolling up the center isle. All eyes remained fixed on its progress. Some students actually starting to stand up or stretch in their seats to monitor the progress. The cat’s entire demeanor was 'cool and collected' to the point of being amusing. As it came level with the isle in which I was sitting, it made a right in my direction, walked through the legs of those sitting in the row next to me, arrived at my feet, jumped onto my lap, curled up comfortably, and promptly went to sleep. I was utterly amazed. A warm feeling washed through my entire body: I felt 'chosen'. <br />
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This was the first time in my life I felt so publically chosen by any person, event, or circumstance. Why me? Then I looked around and all eyes in the room where on me. Why him? <br />
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In that moment I went from Mr. Anonymous to 'the one the cat chose'. The cat remained coiled comfortably upon my lap almost throughout the entire lecture. Then without any warning - it stood up - stretched - hopped down, and in moments was gone from sight. From that moment onward total strangers said "Hi" when walking passed on campus - so I started doing the same.<br />
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My entire university experience changed after that. Within six months I became what was at that time the youngest Debutantes Convener in the history of the university. This meant I was in charge of a few hundred first year female students whom I had to facilitate into public fundraising activities, parties, and all sorts of social occasions. A far cry from being Mr. Anonymous. <br />
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It wasn't until a few years ago that I traced that incident as being a significant turning point in my life - a moment in which a simple experience of acknowledgement by a cat transformed my entire perception of myself and the fabric of my social reality. Since then I acknowledge cats whenever they cross my path. I appreciate the power of their loving light, and they have also taught me the appreciate the power within mine.<br />
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We have no idea how a singular unexpected moment of acknowledgment can shift reality completely for another. Acknowledgement contains the power and radiance of loving light.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-62335820425443503362010-05-05T08:20:00.006+02:002010-05-05T10:57:37.576+02:00CLEANSING CALLSOne of the issues I have had to deal with since moving here to Aberdeen is beggars at my door. There is great poverty here. At times this ongoing interaction with those who have seemingly fallen through the cracks has broken my heart, driven me to distraction, brought out violent visualizations, and caused me to simply enter long states of having a locked gate and closed door policy regardless of who knocks. <br />
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The difficulty was in the continual juggling of my stance about this - in sifting of the parasites from those really requiring assistance - in trying not to give money to those who only spend it on drinking - and generally in dealing with continually being disturbed when busy or sleeping. Then there was the problem of when giving to certain people that a whole network of parasites awakens and the banging on the door never stops. And many of these beggars have no point of reference for personal space - because they have none - so 6.30AM on a Sunday morning is the same for them as midday on a Monday. Hunger does not wear a watch.<br />
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All through this experience I accepted mentally that every encounter was 'required' - and although I got this mentally - I more than often did not embrace this emotionally. Understanding something mentally doesn't necessitate that authentic application follows. Accordingly I would do what I thought was 'the right thing' - which may entail giving the person my loaf of bread - then 5 minutes later realizing I had no bread for my own breakfast. Or, I would become so annoyed that I would give them a lecture on their complete disregard for others space - and five minutes after their departure feel like an idiot. After all ,I was talking to someone who had an empty stomach, a hangover headache, and who had definitely not slept the night on a soft mattress in a safe place. It is unlikely matters of 'personal space' are very high on their agenda. <br />
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Recently I made a conscious shift with regards my interaction with beggars. I asked for guidance about this and I received the insight. It has changed everything for me. What I saw is how I had made this issue <em>all about them</em>. How can I possibly begin to mentally deal with the reality of begging as a whole? Beggars are also so 'wanting' and 'needy' that it is easy to get sucked into their vortex of drama. My insight was that this is actually 'all about me' - not them. Sounds selfish doesn't it? But it is not. <em>It is about me because that is who I am left with once they leave.</em> They get to walk off, but I have to return to my desk or wherever in my home and spend time with the one who just got pissed off at the door!<br />
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Now, when they bang on my door, initially I do not place my attention upon them at all - and if I find myself reactively projecting - I pull the awareness right back into my own body and heart - and make sure the encounter is generated from this point of view. Nowadays it has become such a conscious practice that I do not open the door until I am fully in my body, present, and function directly <em>out of the moment that I am in</em> - not the one I was in when I was previously irritated - or the one I assume them to be in. If I feel I cannot show up - then I give myself permission to not open the door at all.<br />
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What I realized when I started applying this approach was that the main reason this issue had previously annoyed me so much was because every call made by beggars was a call to me to show up in the moment - with what is happening right now in this world - as opposed to what I was mentally occupied with in my manufactured world. It was a trigger awakening me to an emotional imprint related to my being overwhelmed by life because I was unable to be present enough to fully engage it. It was likely from a time when events around me as a child were so overwhelming that they sucked me into their distrubed vortex and left me a tattered shamble within mine. The actual point of imprinting does not matter - but the feeling triggered is now very obvious to me. By being able to be with this feeling, I am also able to be with unsolicited banging on my door.<br />
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I have discovered that since disciplining myself to not open the door until I am centered and grounded in the moment, that my encounter with these individuals is transformed. Even their way of engaging me is transformed. I no longer interact with them in a way intended to get rid of them, or to verbally challenge the reason for their presence on my doorstep. I have also discovered that I no longer over-give or completely dismiss - that my being absolutely present opens a middle pathway of interaction which is sensible, required, personal, and which leaves no trailing residual of emotional discomfort. <br />
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So now I no longer have beggars coming to my door - I have cleansing calls begging me to show up. A simple shift in my intent transformed what was infuriating into what is now a potential moment of increased personal possibility. If a bang on the door ends up in me being upset - that is about me - not the caller. I really am responsible for the quality of my experience. This is a relief to realize...again!Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-30340323806162371252010-05-04T09:55:00.003+02:002010-05-04T15:39:04.901+02:00TRANSFORMING CREATIVELYI am discovering in my life experience that the balance between 'what is not working' and 'what is clearly on a roll' is definitely shifting. The former used to far outweigh the latter. At one point I had a life almost solely made out of focusing on 'what is not working'. Then, through emotional inetgration, I realized that what is not working is simply that requiring transformation. Instead of scratching my head and trying to mentally figure out how to make work what is clearly no longer working, I am now becoming aware enough within the situation to instead ask: "What transformation does this circumstance require?" The answer seldom comes immediately - as in mentally. Days sometimes pass, and there I am involved with something else, and the insight effortless pops through. When it does it feels obvious, as if it has always been here. It feels given and received. And, it usually comes from a place of 'and' - as opposed to 'or'. It is not that 'I must now do this <em>or</em> that' - it is more often a case of a bridge being built between 'this AND that'. It’s a different point of view. Then what appeared dead is reborn, inspired, and soon clearly on a roll again. When I take a moment to examine my personal and world experience honestly - I find many more indicators that many inspiring circumstances are now clearly on a roll. Yes, so much still requires transformation. My intent is that all of that gets caught up in this tide of creative change and becomes infectiously swept into waves of expanding possibility.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-2481067894629440612010-05-03T08:52:00.002+02:002010-05-03T09:45:10.585+02:00TRINITY & EARTH<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that the only obstacle standing between us and the realization that 'here on earth we are already in heaven' is the current nature of our relationship with mind.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Trinity. Consider that mind constitutes much more than the conventional perception that it is our thinking and understanding mechanism - or merely the functioning of our physical brain. Consider that the trinity of mind is that it is <em>all that is physical, mental, and emotional</em>. Consider that this human world we have made upon earth is a manifestation of mind projected in 3D - a projected manifestation that we live in, walk through, and mistakenly identify with. Consider also that what we are is not mind, that mind is a tool through which what we are compiles and engages with experience. Consider now the expression - "When we do not mind, it does not matter."<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Consider that one of the causal points of our not seeing Earth as holy, and our not respecting, loving and cherishing Her accordingly, is the religious indoctrination leading us to believe that heaven is a place we only go to after death. Consider the physical, mental, and emotional pollution caused by this teaching.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-14895941274354721092010-05-03T08:35:00.000+02:002010-05-03T08:35:46.340+02:00BEING WITH WHAT IS...Due to a power outage I was unable to access the computer for placing yesterday's intent. It was ACTION and WISDOM. Accordingly, as I was unable to do anything on this blog, my intent was - "Having the wisdom to actively be with what is."Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-41439807766746103592010-05-01T10:12:00.002+02:002010-05-01T11:17:12.331+02:00CELEBRATION & COMMUNION<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> While many in the world may assume the 2012 portal is a moment in which something terrible <em>happens to us</em>, let us consider the possibility that it is actually a pre-determined moment upon our current timeline - like an upcoming universal live concert - in which we are invited to consciously broadcast what is most glorious about our humanity. Consider this as something that <em>happens through us</em> - not to us. <br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Celebration. When we place our felt-awareness upon 22 December 2012 - how do we envision our experience? Are we hiding in a bunker or are we dancing to the most ecstatic live performance we have ever experienced? Are we contracted and trembling or are we openly vibrating? Are we mourning or are we celebrating?<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Communion. Consider the possibility of a common heart-experience being triggered within every human that unifies our awareness in such a sacred way that the idea of having borders between countries becomes humorously ridiculous. What would such a communion event feel like within our own heart? Are we open to receiving this? Are we willing to contain such a possibility?Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-64252666215028808542010-04-30T10:48:00.001+02:002010-04-30T15:23:53.180+02:00ASCENSION & MASTERY<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that our ascension isn't anything we have to make happen - that rather it is something we are to participate in through our consciously allowing it to unfold - that it is as natural and organic as a flower blooming - and that our point of mastery is accomplished through our willingness to consciously receive this gift of grace without interference.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Ascension. Consider that every moment in our life - and every event in each moment - is deliberately unfolding with intent to bring us as present as possible with our highest potential. Consider that even though this may not always appear to be the case - that we do not have to recognize this to be so to fully participate. Consider that doing our best in each moment to <em>respond</em> to whatever is unfolding is our only required point of participation. Consider that allowing ourselves to feel what is happening to us as deeply as possible - without going into any stories about what we are feeling and why - is all that is required to self-facilitate efficient integration of our shift into our highest potential within any given moment.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Mastery. Consider that we are now fast entering the age of personal mastery. Consider that the causality of mastery is determined by our capacity to consciously ride the energetic radiance of the vibrational transmissions now washing through the emotional, mental, and physical expressions of our experience. Consider that when we consciously respond to the felt aspect of our experience - by allowing it to be as it is revealing itself to us - that the mental and physical aspects automatically become aligned with this response.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-44774109222840258262010-04-29T05:37:00.002+02:002010-04-29T06:31:48.994+02:00PATTERNS & GENTLENESS<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Sometimes all we can do is hold ourselves gently until the hurt dissipates - and sometimes this has to be enough.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Patterns. Consider that because of the emotional charge we have attached to certain past events - that when reflections of them occur in our life we recoil - not realizing these to be shadows of unresolved energetic patterns. Consider for example, when someone says something that triggers us deeply, that hurts us to the core, even though we know they did not mean to, it still can be hard for us not to resort to hurtful stories within our imagination - and to suddenly change the way we are relating to them. Even when we know they meant nothing by it - it is hard to not see them through the resonance of our own hurt. Consider that if we had no charge attached to what was said, their words would have moved through our awareness without any sudden explosion of emotional discomfort. Consider that such instances occurring now in our lives are simply energetic patterns surfacing for conscious integration. We feel it personally - yes - but taking it personally only leads us deeper into hurtfulness.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Gentleness. Consider that 'conscious integration of something' is the same as 'hugging an aspect of our experience'. Consider that when our experience most requires a hug is when it is hardest to embrace it - because the very encounter requiring conscious integration causes us simultaneously to recoil. Consider that when we are hurting internally, that the balm of gentleness radiated from our own heart toward whatever aspect of our experience is suffering, is causal. Consider that one of the greatest capacities worth developing is metaphorically holding ourselves gently while we are hurting - not to fix anything - not to try and make anything better - but just because it is the most loving response.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-63920084004020580432010-04-28T12:57:00.000+02:002010-04-28T12:57:49.954+02:00INTEGRATION & PATHWAY<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that when the willingness to integrate every aspect of our experience becomes a barometer for our ‘being on track’, we discover that the straight and narrow is a long and winding road.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Integration. Consider that the appropriate pathway for us in any given moment is the approach which most efficiently assists us in integrating whatever is happening through us in any given moment. Consider that as no specific pre-determined integrative approach is valid for every given moment – that our willingness to continually remain vulnerable to the requirements of present moment is possibly the only valid approach. Consider the experience of integration – the embrace of our physical, mental, and emotional experience into the wholeness of our vibrational being – to be the elixir of any living pathway. Consider also that because integration is a vital, living, felt-elixir – like an orgasm or laughter - that it only takes place in the present moment.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Pathway. Consider the present moment to be in itself a living pathway. Consider that we may choose a pre-determined pathway already complete with set mental rules, codes, and physical disciplines, but that to remain obedient to such a pre-determined pathway, we would then often have to ignore or overlook the actual requirements of the moment we are in. Consider that the requirements of the moment honor the moment – not any mentally pre-conceived ideas about the moment. Consider that mental rules, codes, and physical disciplines are only of value when they are designed to navigate us into present moment awareness – but once within this living resonance – our moment to moment life experience itself takes over as our point of navigation. Consider that while we live in the mental plane, only a selected portion of our life experience appears valid as constituting ‘our pathway’ – however - once entering present moment awareness – all of our life experience becomes as teacher and teaching.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-44530937853623296622010-04-27T10:22:00.002+02:002010-04-27T11:10:38.318+02:00MANIFESTING & OBSERVING<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider life as an experience in which 'being' becomes manifest as 'a being'. Consider 'awakening' simply as the process in which 'a being' remembers itself as being 'being' while still being 'a being'. <br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Manifesting. Consider how intimately the ongoing manifestation of our experience is connected to our observing it. <br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT: </span>Observing. Consider that the energetic radiation fueling our capacity to observe is what we call 'being'. Consider that as soon as we tell a story about what our observations manifest, we automatically switch from being 'being observing' to perceiving ourselves as 'a being observing'. Consider that through our stories we then also turn that which endows us with the capacity to observe and manifest into the image of 'a being', as opposed to simply being 'being'. Consider that being alive is the gift of being able to continuously slip between 'being' and 'being a being', and that there is a great love affair going on between the two 'points of you'.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-62590642587672366202010-04-26T17:44:00.000+02:002010-04-26T17:44:17.932+02:00CONTINUATION & LOYALTY<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that those who truly enter Love’s Court are those who consciously court love.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Continuation. Consider that when courting Love consciously becomes the theme of our great adventure, then every experience we have becomes a point of continuation upon a journey we seek no end to.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Loyalty. Consider what it entails when we declare our loyalty toward Love.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-86250050592300151772010-04-25T12:41:00.001+02:002010-04-25T13:22:52.631+02:00OPENING & GRACE<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider Grace as a portal which gives us the power to effortlessly activate change in any part of our experience that has been rigid for too long.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Opening. Consider what it feels like for parts of our life experience we assume stuck and calcified to experience effrortless opening to movement.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Grace. Consider Grace an unexpected gift of power that visits us from outside the dance of cause and effect.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-66843206065191324102010-04-24T08:20:00.004+02:002010-04-24T11:56:01.589+02:00THE PRESENT MOMENT & NAVIGATION<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that as the structures of our fearful time-based manifestations continue to dissolve in the storms of transition and transformation, the present moment offers itself as a loving harbor.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> The Present Moment. Consider the present moment as being a portal which connects everything happening around and through us to everything we are. Consider how what is unfolding in the present moment connects the reality of the temporary time-based experience - of past events and potential future consequences - to the permanence of 'the now' - the empty, silent, and still void out of which all creation emanates. Consider that while 'alive' we live continually in this present moment portal - though we may spend most of our life experience completely unaware that we do. Consider that our thinking can take us into dream states that appear real - and that we can then inhabit these dreams to the point we become completely oblivious of where and what we actually are. Consider that the blessing of the human body is that its activities are permanently anchored within the present moment portal. Consider how we can therefore use it as a means to navigate our way out of our mental dream state so we may return to what and where we really are. Consider the possibility that uncomfortable bodily symptoms are a mechanism used by the physical body to alert us that our awareness has strayed too far from the present moment portal. Consider that spending just 15 minutes twice a day holding our awareness within the present moment portal has a more beneficial causal impact upon our experience than months of thinking, analysis, and discussion - or any other attempt to mentally understand what can only be realized through direct experience.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Navigation. Consider ourselves to be pilots flying through the space-time continuum - time travelers, if you will. Consider our physical body as being <em>our vehicle</em> - our mental body as being <em>our navigational apparatus</em> - our emotional body as being <em>our fuel source</em> - and our vibrational body as being <em>the pilot</em>. Consider that most of us do not even switch our vehicle on. Consider that instead of consciously traveling anywhere in it, we instead use it to make money, to impress our neighbors, as a pleasure-palace for instant gratification, as a platform for watching other's experiences, as a financial support system and test-run-laboratory for the development of heartless chemicals and technologies, as a mannequin to sell fabric, as a breeding device for a labor force, as a mechanism for providing emotional content to those who cannot manufacture their own fuel, as disposable fodder for the wars of the completely insane, as a life-support system for television sets, and as a storage system for masses of completely useless information. Consider that our time machine only works efficiently at a particular frequency. Consider that frequency and 'frequent see' are the same. Consider that unless we consciously navigate our awareness toward and into the unified experience now being made possible for all through the portal of the present moment - we may inadvertently wake up and discover ourselves permanently docked in the madness of the fragmented reality currently being most frequently transmitted.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-25355159345980518982010-04-23T06:09:00.005+02:002010-04-23T06:16:07.368+02:00LOVE & GENTLENESS<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that our capacity for gentleness becomes evident in how we take care of ourselves through moments when we don't appear to care for anything.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Love. Consider that the caliber of love we feel for ourselves shows its face most clearly when we are experiencing any sort of pain, discomfort, and suffering. Can we love ourselves when we feel afraid, angry, and sad? Can we love ourselves when we feel ashamed, embarrassed, and humiliated? Can we love ourselves when we feel superior, arrogant, and righteous? Can we love ourselves when we feel hopeless, broken, and lost? Can we love ourselves when we feel bored, useless, and unproductive? Consider that if we can only love ourselves when we feel good, positive, and upbeat - then it is likely that our current perception of love is lacking in the elixir of gentleness.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Gentleness. Consider that there is no point in trying to not be upset when we are. Consider that there is no point in trying to not be afraid, angry, or sad, when we are. Consider that it is hard enough having to experience these emotional signatures without adding denial into the mix. Consider that the gentle heart always validates experience - yet also does not lose causal awareness by identifying with it. Consider that when we feel afraid, angry, or sad - or any felt emotional state which is uncomfortable - that this is an opportunity to cultivate gentleness toward ourselves, and to all currently exposed to our experience. Consider that when we feel sad we can still gently run ourselves a candlelit bubblebath. Consider that when we are angry we can still take ourselves for a gentle walk in nature. Consider that when we are afraid we can still gently prepare ourselves a tasty, nutritious meal. Consider that gentleness is the unconditional attribute of love which counteracts moments when everything feels hard - that gentleness is not manipulative - it does not arise to make anything better - it arises because it is gentle.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3264999935058999248.post-46310426975371309212010-04-22T08:11:00.002+02:002010-04-22T08:15:15.631+02:00COMMUNICATION & TRANSFORMATION<span style="color: purple;">PRIMARY INTENT:</span> Consider that how we feel about what we have said after we speak is an accurate reflection of the texture of the resonance we have just radiated into the world through our mouths. Consider that we can use this felt-feedback to teach ourselves how to speak in a way that opens, not closes, our own heart. Consider that when we speak in a manner that opens our own heart - all our words become heart-opening for others.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">VIBRATIONAL INTENT:</span> Communication. Consider that the resonance of our communication is transmitted not so much in what we say, but in <em>how</em> we say it - which is intimately connected to <em>why</em> we say it. Consider that <em>the feeling</em> we transmit when we communicate with anyone has a more lasting impact and consequence than the way we arrange our words. Consider that if the content of our communication is not aligned with the felt-aspect of it - confusion arises within the listener - drastically diminishing the efficiency of our intent to communicate. Consider that this is why we sometimes speak and yet do not feel heard - or why others communications may not make any sense to us. Consider that communication with anyone either brings us closer or pushes us apart - that our spoken words are always doing one or the two.<br />
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<span style="color: purple;">HEART INTENT:</span> Transformation. Consider that one of the most powerful tools of transformation is the lipped hole that exists just below the nose. Consider why the word 'sword' contains the word, 'word'. Consider that we either speak as a love warrior or a fear worrier. Consider that with an awakened use of the human mouth upon the planet right now - by connecting the mouth to the heart before letting it project what is just randomly rattling around the head - we may accomplish the awakening of the human race at light-tongue speed. Consider the human mouth as a portal: out of it comes love, or hate - safety, or fearfulness - communion, or division - presence, or distraction - heartfelt connection, or mental mishmash. Consider the mouth as our most accessible tool of transformation - for ourselves, and for all who enter the range of our voice. Consider the value - when speaking - in giving another peace of mind, instead of a piece of our mind.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com